Have you ever been so in love, that it scares you. But not for them, but for what your heart might do. For what your own toxicity might put them thru. Have you ever been so in love, that everything feels right. But there’s a demon creeping into sight. Dancing in your dreams making you fear to close your eyes. Telling you they’ll take it all away & leave you to die inside. Have you ever been so in…
Why do I feel this way. Like there’s still something eating away at my heart. Like there’s a tapeworm in my soul sprinkling toxicity in the happiness that’s made itself at home. How is it that I can be so happy & yet there’s still something causing me pain. Making me feel empty even tho there’s so much filling me up w light. How is it this tapeworm continues to grow inside. It’s like the…
not mine.
I know that a lot has changed in the months that we have been together, for the good & even for what may seem as bad. We have been thru a tidal wave of events & will absolutely go they many more. But it’s that push we give each other that makes every moment, every struggle & every blessing seem so.. encouraging. I know I might be a pain in the ass at times & I know that at times I talk to harshly…
I’ve been so wrapped up in image I forgot about my soul. & now that it feels whole I am in a world unknown. Where am I & how long has it been here. Where am I going & what’s drawing near. In the coming years I have tried desperately to understand. Now it seems like knowledge rests in my hands. w all the pain came a package full of lessons. I left it full. I was scared to open up & see what laid…
Sometimes it feels like these depressive moments won’t end. Where the smallest thing will send me spiraling again. I feel like I’m trapped in a dark den. A lioness soul caged in what could have been. Will I be enough, or will time diminish the sight of the eyes that call me their vision… I don’t have an answer for that. For most times I feel as tho I am already below the waistline of what enough…
Hercules (1997) Dir. John Musker & Ron Clements
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Sixteen Candles (1984)
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One of the most beautiful parts of life is that everyone is different. Beauty comes in so many different shapes and sizes :))
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